I honestly don’t know who still reads this blog but if you do! Hi, how are you? I hope you’re having a wonderful day! And honestly, if you do not know who I am, it’s fine. I’m Chrissay! Your friendly inconsistent reader, writer, music lover, medical nerd, and everything else in between.

I haven’t really had the chance to write in my blog in a whole year because life be life-ing! Sometimes good and sometimes bad-ish. I feel like I do owe it to myself to continue with this blog. One, because deep down inside I’d like to keep it as a memento for myself. I would like to remember things that make me feel alive. I don’t know if you all know this but writing helps me cope a lot; I have a problem with smiling a lot around people when deep down inside, your girl is going through it. I feel a lot more and I feel a lot harder. It’s a blessing and a curse because it taught me to see myself outside of myself and it makes me understand people a lot more. It also helps me bring peace to my thoughts and feelings. I tend to write after I have certain experiences or conversations just so that I can preserve those thoughts and emotions. Then I read back and realize a lesson I have learned or relive a feeling all over again.

Lastly, I want to keep this blog going because I still want to find a way to be consistent with my creativity outside of my 9 to 5. I’m learning to balance both my work life with self expression and creativity on the side. I started this blog when I ended college in hopes to share life experiences. I have changed a lot. After collage, I wanted to do all the things in relation to what I studied for. But then things changed; I grew up (ish, grew up-ish), made some scarifies, learned that it’s okay to start over, and I lived life by just being in the moment. Yes, activities were there, but they were never consistent. The only consistent hobby I really had was my love for music, books, and writing. Does that mean that’s all I’ll be ever doing? No! Does that mean that’s all I will ever be writing about in this blog? No. At some point, I’ll have other post also. I’m still learning how important it is to focus on your 5 to 9. Especially when you find yourself loving where your career is at. BUT WE’RE LEARNING!!!!

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Don’t forget that happiness is in the little things you do to make this world a better place. Be kind to yourself and be kind to others…and as always look out for yourself and one another.

– C